if my life had a shape...it would be a circle with a line across it. It's because I always try to be fair, to see both sides of the coin, and make the best & most fair decision. I tend to think too much, and end up going round and round. but the line that cuts through the circle is where i take a stand and 'finalize' things.
There's never a right decision, nor a wrong one. Because for some, the result is all that matters, while for others, its the journey that matters the most. I think that both are important. In other not to feel shame when you reach your destination, you need to walk a righteous road. But by insisting on being right and you stray from your path, it's a bit pointless don't you think?
To take into consideration all factors, together with what you believe in and what is important to you and making a decision is what defines me. People think that I'm noble to be self-sacrificing for my family, some think I'm foolish to let myself be tied down, some say I'm half hearted by not taking a side and stands in the middle, but whatever they may think of me, I honestly don't care now. Why? Because I have made my up my mind.
Whether out of neccessity, respect, obedience, symphathy, convenience, my decision has been made and I won't let anyone make me stray from my chosen path. My friends don't understand, but when they don't take an effort to after my explanations, I give up. It's just not meant to be. I move on. Me, callous? Maybe, but if you have a goal in life, you can't let yourself be tied down by every little thing.. I do try to make the important things matter though.
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